–from my memoir Faces Places and Pain
The Carny life had always been there for me when I needed it and I was counting on it when I walked onto the midway at the Texas State Fair in Dallas, lookin’ for a hole. I had combed my hair for the occasion after I blew in from hitchhiking off the interstate. I was sunburned, dehydrated, moving slow and carrying my life in a Korean War rucksack on my back. I was broke, and smoking a roll-yer-own, and the old school carnie’s that were working the joints, (the Marks called them games) sensed that I was one of them, that I was “with it, and didn’t even try to call me in.
The town help that the joint owners had put in the kiddie games like the Duck Pond and Ring a Bottle tried to call me in, but I wouldn’t give them my eyes. Some veterans would just catch me out of their peripheral vision and call me in out of habit and I would just say, “I’m with it.” and they would nod and call the next one in.
I was looking for any joint that I had worked in before. There were a half-dozen that I knew well and I looked until I spotted one; the Stop Sign Game-bounce a whiffle ball off a slanted stop sign into a basket below.
It was a center joint, (in the middle of the midway), and had two stations on each side. One of the holes was empty. I asked the guy at the other sign if that was an empty hole or was the person working it just on a break. He said it was open and told me where to find his boss.
I found Ray, the joint owner, under the office tent with a couple of other owners and the owner of the show. Ray was a big man, about 400 pounds, and when he spoke it came out like a wheeze.
“What do you feature?”
“I’m no high-powered agent. I do the Milk Cans, Bottle Up, Tubs, but I noticed you had a hole at the Stop Signs. I’d like to fill that for you.”
“I’ll give you 15 points. (15% of the daily gross in my apron). He grinned almost imperceptibly.
“25?! Fuck off. I don’t know you.”
“Yeah, how good? Who have you travelled with?”
The other guys at the table watched the tennis match with amusement. They’d seen it before, but it never gets old.
I named off six concessioners from Florida to Minnesota.
“Gary Thacker, huh. You were one of ‘Thacker’s Wackers’?”
“Yep. Worked his signs for a season. Strictly hanky pank build-up, a few strong moves but mostly finesse. I made 50 G’s that year at 25 points, so he made 150 large just from my apron alone.”
All of the other men’s eyebrows went up at that, but they held their tongue. This was Ray’s game to win or lose.
“Go jump in that hole. I’ll give you 20 points today. Show me something by the end of the night and I’ll bump you to 25 tomorrow if you’re travelling with us after this spot.”
“I’ll travel. Got nowhere else to go.”
I walked back to the joint and told the ‘Head of the Store’, who was sitting on a gulf cart next to the canvas wall, what Ray and I discussed. The Store Head looked down the midway at Ray and waited for the big man’s nod. He got it.
He handed me an apron and I stepped over the shin rail, stowed my gear behind a bag of Harley Dogs, and tied my apron on. I bummed a store-bought cigarette from the kid working the hole next to me, lit it, turned around and started calling them in.
“One in wins!”
I was home.